Whenever my mother isn't here my father and sibling spend a large amount of time screeching at each other, as if to outdo the other's volume. It makes me depressed and I have almost no motivation to continue getting good grades/putting effort into anything if I am to come home to that huge amount of negative energy. It's like it's raining in the house all the time.
Whenever I express the problem to my mother she yells at me to stop talking about someone else, i.e stop telling the truth, and my sister screams and denies everything. When I express it to a counselor at the school they tell me things will get better and I should 'ignore' it and they'd talk to my parents.
Yet I am still listening to same stuff and have to force myself to do homework and smile.
How do I do this thing called 'ignoring' and how do I get motivation back?
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Your Aspie score: 104 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 96 of 200
You seem to have both Aspie and neurotypical traits
03 Dec 2013, 5:36 pm
