Life just sucker punched me real good :(

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Uni classes are starting again on Monday after two weeks of exams to close off the second period, and I was just randomly checking the school website (part of my "browsing routine") and noticed the student class list got updated. I'm like "wtf", click and notice -my- class got split up and used to fill the holes in other classes from people dropping out there.

And I'm no longer in the same class as my one and only and first in 4 years friend .

I'm shattered right now, we've been talking for months about how we were going to finish at least this year together and I had no idea we were going to be split up, now I have 4 days to get used to the idea of having to meet new people all over again and not having my friend nearby to help me.

Let alone the "shouldn't happen if you're real friends" distance that will surely creep in between us is already making me miss her so very much I'm crying so hard right now .

Is there any possibility to move to your friends classes? Possibility ask a lecturer to swap with another student.

I feel that if I was connected to someone for 4 years in the same classes, I would want to move to that class, it'll cause too much stress to deal with change.

I called school this morning to try and change it, I was so nervous and 99,9% ready to hear a "no sorry, it's already been printed/shared/official/whatever"...



...but she had already been changed to my class , so we're together again,<3 my friend, she's absolutely awesome. I'm so happy to have a person like her in my life, she makes me feel special and wanted like I've never felt before. If only I could get the very loud voice in my head yelling "don't screw this up" to be quiet so I don't feel so worthless around her.



My sunshine, I don't know if you read this forum, or that we're connected somehow on some "deeper level", but you seem to know just when I need you the most and maybe more importantly when you shouldn't take it too serious and just let me do/say crazy things... Thank you for being there for me, I love you, and not the selfish kind, but the kind where I'll move a mountain with my bare hands just so you can wake up with a sunlit smile upon your face. You deserve the happiness you give me, wherever, however, with whoever, that fulfils this task best. *super big hug*

*double post*