I am a bad person

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I don't want anyone to tell me otherwise. I know that I am a bad person because I've done bad things.

I've wasted so much time in my life that I could have put to good use. I played out until I was in my late 20's, when I should have been taking responsibility.

I am a nuisance, a pest, I have terrorised people and made their lives hell, I don't deserve the help of good people. So I will never ask for help.

I'm no different now to when I was a teenager, I still think I can run a mock and get away with it.

I really don't know who the f*****g hell I think I am to be perfectly honest.

Please don't trust me, I am just a little s**t who is not to be trusted.

I am a thief, an arsonist, and I have no conscience about the things I do, or have done.

I am going to tell you otherwise anyway
I think of you as cheeky, not a nuisance or a pest and we have all done s**t were not proud of. I only know you from what you post but from what I have seen you are pretty kind hearted and nice to people, you have always been nice to me and that goes a long way with me. Don't beat yourself up. You are who you are n that's okay.

Did you get into trouble at work?

I get in trouble every day at work

You said "Hello. Long time no see," to me not so long ago in a thread I started.
That made me happy

And you are still one of the best at sales from what I can tell.
Stay cheeky

We are all complicated. Try not to be so hard on yourself.

I don't know whether or not you have done the things you say you have done, but regardless, what you have written suggests that you do have a conscience.
You also come across as thoughtful, interesting and kind. I enjoy reading your posts.
I know this is not what you were asking for, sorry. Just wanted you to know.

It's the steeling that's the worst thing. I've always done it, I was brought up thinking it was ok to do. (I know that's not an excuse).

But if I see something that I like the look of, I can just take it. I've stole off people right in front of them and I've felt as if I have a right to do it.

We went camping a couple of years ago, and I went out in the middle of the night steeling stuff, I had to hide down a ditch all night because I got chased. I was covered in s**t from head to toe.

My friend had to clean me up and we had to cut the trip short and clear off home quick.

I steel money, bikes, anything that I see.

I can't be trusted, I don't have any friends because of this. It is all my fault.

Maybe try holding this in your head when you go for your Sunday walk, you might find some treasure as to why it seems important for you to filch things. Honestly, try not to be too hard on yourself, accept what you have done and that you obviously do it for a reason. Hope you work it out, it sounds like it causes you a lot if stress in regards to friends and stuff.

Yes, thanks. I went treasure hunting today and I found the sun. It was shining right on my face and I sat down on a wall and smoked a cigarette. It was well good.

Thanks everyone. I love you all!

God loves you despite the mistakes you make.
For All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God Romans 3:23
For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not parish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16
Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst. (1 Timothy 1:15 NIV)
You are not a bad person. Just move on your mistakes and learn from them. The important thing is that you try not to do them again

A bad person wouldn't admit they're bad, because bad people have no remorse. About the stealing part...There are individuals who have stole things from me, and it wasn't a very good experience...I haven't been able to recover neither of all those things.... So, I hope those things you said are just because you're not feeling good, and not actually are a thief.

Well anyway, I made a promise to myself today that I've to keep myself in check. I am improving, I have improved actually.

I think that I get shown lessons, and nice things happen to me. I just question if I deserve it, that's all.

Goodnight all

I have done most of these things too. For no appearent reason mostly. I can't blame it on any environment or upbringing - I know right from wrong. I even think of myself as good citizen. I am good at rationalizing my misbehavior. I think of it as war. That I got betrayed even as I did my very best to meet the standards of society. I did what I was told to, but no reward. I'm unwanted.