I want you all to know that some of these threads here are really confusing for me. Like part of doctors calling your spoiled or other things. All my life I was never social. I didn't hang out, I didn't do anything outside of being at school or at home. I didn't talk to mostly anyone. I can't really relate to what's the difference between people you see and know, people who are close to you besides family, and friends. Only a couple of times in my life did I spend times with 'friends' at them come over to my house but other than that nothing else. I don't know if anyone relates to me. I'm Final Fantasy and tiger nut and no one has ever responded or even say yeah I have those things in common too. Heck no one ever did that when I was here. No need for piety or self piety since this is just a opening discussion thing. I'm a really an out going meaning I only walk or hike only several miles from my house. I can actually tell you that I look free friends that are female but otherwise I don't know why I dislike to talk to my own gender. Is this something new to you all? I love displaying pictures or nick names for displaying my emotions. Right now my avator means nothing. I don't like talking. I used to use music to convey my feelings but my parents didn't know. I gave up on that. I cover my self up with the vast entertianment that is out there ignoring the heart ache or other feelings I have and just slide through the days. Stuck up in my parent's house with only SSI holding my needs and wants together. Don't get me wrong I need SSI for life. I'm scared of moving out. In relationships I can be as sweet as a puppy but outside of realtionships I don't want anything do with anyone except for my many female friends who are actually younger than I am. Mostly in their teens. Wrongplanet has been my outlet for social life. I want to thank Alex for the help. Thanks all.
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10 Feb 2007, 5:39 pm
