The awful thought that it'll never get better.

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Sometimes I see people who are better than me, and I get worried that I'm always going to be at the bottom of the ladder. I'm always going to be a pathetic virgin, nobody is ever going to really listen to what I say, I'm never going to make a difference, and worst of all, I'm never going to feel safe. I'll always have to fear the normal people. I'll never not be a target for them. I'll always have to fear that I'll do something wrong, and they'll notice, and they'll kill me because that's what they do to everything that isn't them.

Honestly, I can't argue with the effectiveness of it. There's a reason why they rule the planet.

They don't rule jack s**t. I don't call anyone, who doesn't deserve it, master so no one has rule over me. You just think you're weak because they tell you you are weak, you are different, but they do not possess any powers that you do not also have. I know the people you are talking about, I know they are annoying, pushy, and the world seems to crap on you while they stand a top said pile with iron boots on your back. Just remember though you are human, and humans can be very strong (physically, and mentally) but only if they choose to be, cause no one is born great, but when you become strong of mind and body then you can push that boot off of your back and through them to the bottom of the pile for a change. It may take awhile years, decades, who knows, but if you try to be strong, then you can achieve, and you will learn that fear is irrelevant, cause most people don't start their day with a hostile attitude towards you, it often builds upon you.

Just remember buddy one day soon, we will all be equal. We just need to rely on the few strong of mind and body to lead us there. People like you and me.