I now believe in ''a past life''

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I am starting to feel like I am being punished for something I did in my past life, because I have discovered a pattern in my life that each time I try to help myself and become satisfied with my life, something comes along to make me unhappy again, right on cue. I have gone on anti-depressants 5 weeks ago today, and they have made me feel less depressed and more satisfied with myself and my life - but last week I found out that my favourite bus service (which is my special interest) is all going to be changing this summer, and I dislike change anyway and I dislike things happening to my special interest beyond my control, and I'm sure fate didn't like me being happy so it decided to have something happen to my special interest, just so that I can be unhappy about something.

I believe that I had a past life. I believe that in my past life, I was a very popular, outgoing girl who always had friends rallying around me and always had a boyfriend adoring me, and I was always so lucky with things like having things just fall into my lap without even having to get up and make any effort to gain these things. But despite all that, I think was really nasty to people with disabilities or other disorders that affected them socially. I think I made them feel more isolated and lonely than what they were, and I made them feel undignified.

That is what I assume I was like in my past life. I know it sounds crazy but it didn't take much to figure out. So the punishment in this life is that I will be punished for being happy, and people around me will be going from strength to strength whilst I will take one step forward two steps back. Thank God I am on anti-depressants, otherwise I would be having a breakdown by now.

I think there are past lives, too. But what you're describing is more like a wish that you were popular, even if you don't feel that you are. I'm sure you're a cool person, but if it were a past life, you would more likely just dream at night of other times and stuff.

For example, with me, I go to time dated places in my dreams where everything feels real and stuff like that and I've never seen the places before. If there are past lives, it would be like that, not imagining a different life.