Buncha BS. I really DGAF about pitying my self...I mean really WTF does that get me?
Didn't achieve...nuttin.
Didn't learn...nuttin.
You are you...Others are others. You may compete, but you are just exposing your weakness and also giving up.
What the f**k? Why would I give up? Why the hell am *I* allowed to call it quits? For one thing, that is pretty damn stupid, letting your lack of ability prevent you from training your abilities? Yes, of course I acknowledge I have a disparity and a maximum potential, and ultimately, no amount of chest-puffing and assuming demeanor will directly reduce it, but what was the growth in that? What makes me stand out in my own mind? Why should I close my eyes to others' dismissal because I'm not man enough to take the heat? And if it's not a problem a gnat points out, what's a gnat to a man? What's a man to a God? XD
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"I watched a change in you, It's like you never had wings, now you feel so alive"