I have a Black dog His name is Depression!

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20 May 2014, 11:25 pm

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiCrniLQGYc[/youtube] I feel like this almost every day me to a t at times. Interesting video indeed does anyone else feel this way?


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20 May 2014, 11:57 pm

I have seen that before and can somewhat relate, except I don't quite get why a black dog was chosen to represent depression, dogs are awesome animals.


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21 May 2014, 1:01 am

Sweetleaf wrote:
I have seen that before and can somewhat relate, except I don't quite get why a black dog was chosen to represent depression, dogs are awesome animals.
No kidding i like black labs as well and they are awesome animals alweays hyper and happy but alas at times I feel depressed alot.


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21 May 2014, 3:05 am

It sucks I feel like this everyday, it gets bad to the point suicide is the only answer I feel at times.


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21 May 2014, 4:06 am

Depression being referred to as a black dog was how Sir Winston Churchill described his bouts with depression.



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21 May 2014, 5:06 am

Excercise is not my thing.
I prefer gardening.

And paying attention to what I eat.

I'm a cat person though
I only like other people's dogs...



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21 May 2014, 7:12 am

Meistersinger wrote:
Depression being referred to as a black dog was how Sir Winston Churchill described his bouts with depression.


This is so. Why . I cannot fathom. My literal black dog kept me alive for many years until her eventual passing. :( (I now have a red dog :) )
black dog foundation has been active in Aus for many years. They had a Black Dog Walk a few years ago, but my poor black dog was so sick we could not attend. :(



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21 May 2014, 8:43 am

Maybe because of dogs ability to trail something,it would always be behind you,on your trail,"dogging" you.
Black would be for the mood.I wouldn't want the Hound of the Baskervilles on my trail.There are also lots of superstitions about spectral dogs.


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21 May 2014, 9:46 am

My black dog ate my white dog, and follows me around licking his lips and passing wind.

I get by with medication, exercise, marijuana, and a very sick sense of humour.


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22 May 2014, 1:49 am

Pobbles wrote:
My black dog ate my white dog, and follows me around licking his lips and passing wind.

I get by with medication, exercise, marijuana, and a very sick sense of humour.
Same here! :lol:


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23 May 2014, 5:45 pm

I walk around with a black dog, too. Or maybe even a black tiger or something. Hard to shake it, though. Follows me everywhere and gets in my way.



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25 May 2014, 8:50 pm

Re: the "black dog" reference: take a look at this:

http://theshadowlands.net/blackdog.html

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Witnesses to the black dog report an overwhelming sense of despair, are despondent and notice a severe decline in vitality making their ability to observe their surroundings or the black dog nearly impossible. The black dog does not exhibit aggressive
behavior; rather it just follows and projects a feeling of fear and despair.


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25 May 2014, 8:57 pm

This video reminded me a bit of this series of ads:

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGymr78FtbU[/youtube]


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25 May 2014, 9:50 pm

Should I take abilify for my depression or stick to marijuana i dont smoke it often but when i do i am calm and dont feel so depressed and my self hating thoughts cease. Alcohol makes me calm too but makes me lazy and if i drink too much it makes me fat LOL!


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25 May 2014, 10:01 pm

no. don't take it all calm and depressed. do something creative. do something for yourself, and please don't get too overweight because it adds a whole other dimension of problems.
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25 May 2014, 10:59 pm

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