Yay for suddent bouts of depression.

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Holy f**k just got hit like a truck this morning. I just feel SOOO sh***y. ARRRGGGGG. I can't even talk to anyone because I don't want to alienate any more friends, my sister is being a f*****g enabler by feeding into my paranoias and adding her malaise to mine. And to top it off, I just made an ass of myself on okcupid. I don't know what to do... I cant even focus on video games anymore so I've literally just be refreshing Facebook for an hour but of course theres no update because I've unfollowed or been unfriended by most of the people on there so i'm litterally doing nothing. I have homework to do, cleaning to do, I live down the block from the beach and its a great f*****g day but I'm paranoid about that because I let myself get fat again and I don't want to get made fun of (which happened last 2 times I went to the beach, 1 of which ended really really badly).

FUCCCKKKKK.

try going for a 20 minute walk.

Yeah, I get those days where everything seems to hit at once, too. On the upside, the day of the post should be ending any hour now. Reset!