So ive delineated the progress of my stay with my uncle here at wrong planet and there's a clear downward climb. So now i'm at the low point. My uncle now hates me for some reason. Im distressed and angry. Very angry.
Im angry. Incensed, because the most probable reason for his anger is that he's embarrassed. As it turns out I was sent to work at the bakery he owns, a small family run business. I royally stuffed up. I couldnt even f*****g count the loaves of god forsaken bread! I managed to consign 2 loaves of bread to eternal damnation, and I dont think I completed more than a handful of tasks without mistakes.
My uncle is p*ssed because he's being going around boasting of my intellectual exploits but when the time came for me to demonstrate my "superiority" I functioned at the level of a rather slow plodding 10 year old.
I sent a very long multi part text message which actually uses the phrase " if continued pleasant relations are contingent on my being the irreproachable adoooorable Mr xxxxx Jr. then im afraid were in for a nuclear winter the worst cooling of relations since the french proles discovered the guillotine". This makes no sense but you get the idea.
Quite provocative and not a little confrontational. I just feel like his apparent insistence on the importance of family is bullsh*t and is only really about creating a sort of family empire. He now no longer wants me around because as far as he's concerned im an embarrassment.
Im distressed because for f**k sake he's family and ive done it again. Yet again ive managed to leave an epic trail of hatred and discontent in my wake.
Im worried that in the inevitable conversation i'll go absolutely apesh*t. Im under so much pressure to be the perfect grand nephew and its too much. The change the lack of routine the lack of structure the constant anxiety not having my own space and on and on and on and on. Im liable to simply start popping at the seams any time now.
F*CK SAKE
Someone please advise me what to do
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29 Jul 2014, 6:38 pm
