Thanks for the replies, I was feeling so upset and frustrated; posting and re-reading info on aspergers helped me feel better. I wind up always getting my hopes up that some female friendly to me will be interested in me beyond my immediate utility to them. Had another correspondence that got my hopes up and I put myself out there and let myself feel crushed again. Not being able to read other people and their intentions is rough as a single aspie guy. :/
Anyways... I don't understand other people and they don't understand why I am like I am and it's all very depressing and frustrating when I let it be. Visiting the forums here really helps me to focus again instead on the advantages that being apart from others can have and enjoy and be grateful for those things instead.