Unfortunately those links didn't really help. People really don't like to answer their emails, even though the information is listed which is quite baffling. I detest using the phone because of reasons, usually related to rambling and misunderstanding. But I begin to digress here. I contacted my old Doctor who diagnosed me and received a reply within a day. Help is on the horizon and I feel that I can breathe comfortably again. I'm quite relieved. Thank you both for attempting to help, but I must say that those websites aren't helpful to those who need help quickly which is a shame. If I had been in a truly unsafe place things could have gotten very bad.
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"Power is the reason that we all are fighting for, control your body, your soul and heart. Yes- some of us who surrender are like lambs to the slaughter; get the power & try harder to reach the next stage."
-SMT III