Ever feel like Nobody wishes you existed?

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Ever feel like nobody wishes you existed? Like everytime you want to fit in they tell you to piss off or call you some freak and when you want to make things better you just annoy the hell out of them? I just dont get it and when I do something like contemplate suicide or something of that nature they all of a sudden attempt to care or intervene? I dont understand people anymore Is my purpose just being around for people to consider as that annoying wierd guy nobody likes to continue to exist? Im so confused and don't understand people anymore.

Yes, since 1974

Yeah, I know that feel.

I used to, but now I know that people like me, very much even.
In elementary school I had it pretty badly though.
However, sometimes, when my social energy runs out, I feel like I don't belong anywhere. Luckily, it soon dissapears afterwards.

The general impression I feel that's implied by the majority of non-hostile people I interact with rides along the rails of...

"I don't like you, but somebody surely should."

Yes, and that person is myself.

Yes, myself included. I don't think I've ever really understood people and the real b***h of it is that my mind attempts to convince me otherwise.

Why do I exist? What is my purpose if I don't have one yet I get hated, ridiculed and faced with prejudice but at the same time try to terminate my own life to benefit the rest of the world they intervene and say that suicide is not the answer? WTF I though they didnt want me to exist anymore yet they somewhat care regardless of the prejudice they bring me?It doesn't make sense! I always thought if I were no longer around the world would be a better place like some tell me and when I try to end my own life they prevent me WTF!?Im not attemping suicide in this thread I just wonder why they dont like me nor want me around and some even tell me to kill myself to beter humanity but all of a sudden prevent me from actually attempting suicide? NTs dont make much sense at all!

What is my purpose for existing when I just come off as some annoying Immature random person?

you exist to be anything
you exist to wonder why you are
you exist to be amazing or do nothing
you exist because nobody said so, but here you are
you exist because..

you gave not because
the bird

Unless you feel anxious about being social, here is what I would recommend. Find a group you like on any topic you love. I myself like horror movies, so I know a horror movies group where we are all like nerds (but hey, it makes it easy to chat). I like to brag about my collection but the bears would want to get their paws into my honey pot and I have to say no borrowing of my DVDs is allowed (because I spent hundreds of pounds and they are not easy to replace). :-)

How the f**k is humanity going to continue to exist if the most compassionate, the most passionate, the most altruist
and caring

end themselves at the drop of a hat?

If you want to beter humanity, stay alive!