...Okay , I will talk about myself , thank you , AB
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I (I assume you can read my long long " amputation " post for my backstory , it's just the last page or so of it that directly relates to what I want/need now , not the earlier .) really DO want to have that operat7ion - as it is nessecary , apparently , I mean
- The thing is , I justt want to get some of the things involving my San Jose mail that - even after ssending mail , with a box key so he will send back my deosit for it as well ~ Um , I've received nothing from the San Jose mailbox . And never will ?
Looking like it . Especially in my position .
This includes personal mail , money , what could be termed legal papers , magazines , more !
I'd like , briefly , to at least start on getting at least replacements sent .
I'd also like to , brioefly , arrange things so I can have , while post-having both my big toes ampputated , WHICH IS WHAT THE OPERATION WOULD BE , have some publications I sent to AB in the past sent to me , likewise some CDs - so , with there , for one , I could have some music to inspire me in LEARNING TO WALK AGAIN , which IS WHAT I WOULD HAVE TO DO !
I'd also like some means to , while in recovery , be able to maintain Internet contact/reading , not to mention , if I had non-interrupted 'Net access , being able to do some (brifly) " writing at length " that I can't do now , at an " hour-a-day " basis .
It's not , BTW , that " getting an amputation would be a ticket to getting housing " ~ Nope .
I anticipate that , afyter some recovery , I might be homeless again ~ I see homeless people with worse amputation/wheelchair situations that " just " having 7&1/2 toes .
I have to carry much too much stuff around all day , even if I have a shelter slot at night , it exausts me , and , no , shelters do not get me a locker to leave things or anything , believe me ! ~ And it's really starting to get cold here
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I am rather underdressed ~ and it's likely to snow soon , apparently , I haven't been in snow in eighteen years ~