The darkness is winning....

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just look at these sad realities:

Sad but true:
http://www.collective-evolution.com/201 ... ic-images/

AND THIS?!?:
http://www.collective-evolution.com/201 ... -autistic/

Think about it, it's true. So true that nobody wants to think about it because it's so mean spirited. Ignorance was bliss; I would have been a different person if I never knew how bad things have gotten.

I was raised by a single father who would get angry for disagreeing with him.

All the girls I have worked with have made my hopes and dreams feel like nothing.

I just hate mainstream society, but understand it's not their fault because almost everybody has been brainwashed by the media in one way or the other.

I just see more darkness than light.

I just don't care about living the ideal life anymore because it's like playing a virtual reality video game on super very hard mode, and that's too hard for me.... My mental state is messed up. The doctors lied to me. My therapist told me to bring back negative feelings only

Insensitivity is standard; Most people at jobs don't have the time or money to show any compassion anymore. I'm always going to have to deal with annoying people who ACT LIKE THEY CARE because they bully me getting me to see things their way rather than appreciating me for being true to myself.

I question if there is going to be a future for society and if my life is worth living being attacked by vultures everyday....

I don't necessarily encourage suicide, but if society keeps going like this, the human race will be in danger. (and I believe it is....) I'm never sure if I can hold on any longer....

People want to hang on to their religion-inspired fantasies that either a) everything will work out in the end (this is my mother, who doesn't worry about anything because it will all work out in the end) or b) God/Allah/Jesus/Maitreya/12th Imam/etc will swoop down from the heavens at the last possible moment and save humanity from itself, lock away all the bad people in hell, and create a perfect world.

Suggest to most people that Satan/Antichrist/Dajjal/Shiva/etc appears to be winning and they will fly into an absolute RAGE! That's impossible, this ancient holy book of mine either says otherwise or promises trials to weed out the weak (that's YOU, buddy!) before the perfect world arrives. You can't get anywhere with such people, they will stick their fingers in their ears and scream.



There was a pulp novel published about 18 mo ago called Final Crisis. In it, evil wins the War in Heaven and a tiny contingent of uncorrupted superheroes has to fight an unwinnable final battle. I thought that the novel had quite a cool premise, even though superheroes aren't my cup of tea. Also, try out the Assassin trilogy by (I think) Robert Ferrigno, starting with Prayers for the Assassin. In that one, Islamism conquers America and the novel is set in Seattle, which is ruled by a Taliban-like group. Much of the east coast is a nuclear wasteland and the Space Needle is a pile of rubble. So some people are contemplating a future in which evil wins.

I question if I should go on any longer. I felt like I was born and raised to be weak thanks to the world, yet the blame is put on myself.... I WAS STEERING IN THE WRONG DIRECTION OF OTHERS! (lucid dream of a perfect world-> death ritual?) try something on your own? I am just sick of being lied to. hearing contradictory statements. I am always falling. There is no success (instead of the conventional "think positive" wisdom, think about how bad and corrupt society has gotten); We still have to have protests. Most adulthood services only go up to age 26 to help me. (I'm 27, so I'm screwed and it's my fault for my ADHD issues)...

I badly need to go back in time to save myself from this destruction, so I can be better to help save the world. I guess I could be crazy enough to try approaches to.

Let's face it. Although I never wanted to believe, and I used to try to think positive about the future, I don't think I can anymore...

Listen to this song's lyrics.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ziNaZxvp-Qk

We're not fighting a war on terrorism, but a war on errorism, but I guess I could just eat and sleep and plan to die around 50 since there isn't a good outlook out there anymore..... If there is a god, I would like to talk to him personally. After all, he created man in his own image. (according to the bible, and image.... it makes no sense to me why somebody "perfect" would set up certain humans to fail in his life).

After all this, I question.... what is pain actually? what is reality? Is it all in my head? Who knows? What I do know whether we will survive or not, is that this is out of my control, out of other people's control. The human race as a consensus decides on their own whether there is a future for the human race, not me. My mind is totally messed up, and I'm not sure if there is any hope for me left. Hopes and dreams gone. Social Skills unattained to experience good friends, relationships, etc. fear fear fear... My family is getting sick, and I wanted to live my life without going crazy around them.... but nobody seems to notice, nobody seems to care about suicide in life. (they just use words, you have a reason to live). They care, it's just that they just don't have the power to help each other.

Die, turn evil for myself, just be good and let others walk over me, or just accept that I'm cursed for the rest of my life.... but who cares right?

To finally amplify suicide rates. here we go:

http://theovernight.donordrive.com/?fus ... ge&id=1034

https://www.afsp.org/understanding-suic ... nd-figures

I don't care what anybody thinks. I think whatever is brainwashing people to hoping/believing and even wrongdoing of others to driving them to suicide is sick. Sometimes, I can't blame suicide victims for doing what they did. It's wrong and pathetic. People ought to learn how to respect each other. It doesn't matter what race you are, what sex you are, or what group you go to... It's really appalling, but yet the media and society are still helping advocating for it.

Let these dark statements give people around the world something to think about the next time they hurt someone. I don't care about their ego one bit....