Lying...........

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... Lying down , specifically , which I NEED ! to do if , I think , I am ever to recover from my amputations .
I have never , not since the amputation more than 2 months back , gotten the " r&r " , rehab & recuperation , recovery which I need .
Basically , when my diseased toes were just one , I had thought " If I only had an aunt/Grandma to stay at and rest while getting some medical treatment , I could get better " ~ I think that this is still the case ~
Of course , when I asked for just help with transportation and fixing electronics while in Seattle IIRC specifically disavowing asking for cash or a place to stay , I received no help - When I first went to Olympia , before my WP friend there got too sick to meet me , I sorta pictured myself , I will admit , not as having a place any time soon , but as being " everybody's neat little homeless friend " not complaining/cheerful as he went to the shelter/got taken to appointments -Of course , this was before the hospital's saying I would get r&r rehab after the operation , then backing out after it was already done , happened .
When I can , I sleep outside(Semi-sleep/try to sleep) maybe 10-12 hours a day ~ My foot/body , no doubt , likes trying to fix itself while asleep/not having new forigen objects (Much , anyway .) come into my body (Through the non-covered open wound in my toe ~ JUST AS FIRST HAPPENED WITH THE INITIAL WOUND/S , AND WHICH I THOUGHT THE AMPUTATIONS AT LEAST WOULD STOP !

Is there a charity/gov't org. that could lend you a wheelchair or even some crutches??

In the country I am in, The Red Cross does exactly that.

...I don't think a wheelchair/crutches would do much for me while homeless ...Okay , I've explained the injury...I just have been unable to get the temporary housing of a place to recover , so , with that the case even with my visible condition , maybe you can see how I might be pessimistic about getting " true " housing .
The people I'd worked with at the homeless center in Santa Cruz (which is where I'm back at ~ I guess I didn't fix my listing , and it seems hard to do so ~ I was able to do it somehow during my Seattle time , but I dunno ) were recently saying to me (sort of ~ Maybe this makes them sound a little more " unkind " than they were/it's a simplification-humerous synopsisization of what they said) " Basically , you're too Aspie - and OCD too - to get anybody to take you .
(I've thought that I could be?? OCD , but it's never been said to me before .)
Right this immediate moment , I am in a nearby city to Santa cCdays through that .

...I don't know whether to be more depressed about my never maybe going back to school ~ or maybe starting down the path of REALLY crippled-ness !

...I CANNOT GET RECOVERY TIME/TREATMENT , IN A R&R/REHAB MASNNER , FOR THE AFTERMATH OF MY TOE-AMPUTATING OPERATION , that is my trouble !
If I do not receive it ~ will I ever get better ? I'm not even referring to a " real home " , just temporary recovery under decent status , then , okay , back to being homeless agiin , perhaps (for now , anyway) that is my " fate/karma/cross to bear " to be accepted joyfully and smilingly ?????
Perhaps this is me " trying to impress you " ,but...........
If anyone would like to know my name/E-dress/USPS address , both auntblabby and kraftiekortie have them .

Moved from General autistic discussion.

...I can see myself getting worse - and , THEN , the " authorities " wanting to help me - and get , oooh , some more of my money ?
I get my posts on this moved away from General , too .