Yes, I've only recently started to accept my diagnosis. I wrote about it on my first post here a few months ago. I was about the same age that you were when you found out. Unfortunately my parents went about it the wrong way, so it wasn't until I was an adult that I understood what it meant to be autistic. I am embarrassed that I still haven't completed college . I know that I am smart, but neurological differences and declining health have thrown up a lot of walls. So it makes me feel inadequate that I am so behind my peers.