Getting Reevaluated

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I've decided it's probably in my best interests to continue working with Vocational Rehabilitation and Student Disability Resources at my university for aid. In order for SDR to be able to do anything for me they require an up to date diagnosis, which means my first diagnosis 4 years ago isn't satisfactory for them. So I have to go back deep into the system and meet with a psychologist to get reevaluated. I got the call today from Voc Rehab that I'm set for an appointment on September 22nd to meet with a private psychologist. Two weeks from now exactly. Most things don't frighten me, but this does. Earlier this year I was supposed to meet with a psychologist for the same reason, but when the day came I drove to the place and once I got there I panicked and canceled my appointment and then withdrew from Voc Rehab. I was in a major month long meltdown with that as the climax back then. I okay now, but I'm still scared of this new appointment. What if the guy is one of those "you have to be a kid to get diagnosed with ASD" types. Or even what if he tries to prescribe me drugs for depression or other things. I don't take anything currently and I never want to, I want my mind to be my own. God I'm nervous and its still two weeks out.

Do not be frightened. I think the past diagnosis will serve as an indicator to this new psych that there is indeed something worth looking at. If you are frightened that he will say you are making it up or you don't really have ASD, I don't think that is likely to happen. I feel your pain. It can be daunting to know that people who don't have to walk in your shoes have so much power over your life. Just stay positive.

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Yeah I'll try, but that's the problem though, last time I thought I could do it and then on the drive over something in me panicked and I couldn't do it. I'll try to keep a straight head.

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1 week

I've been researching the guy a lot, apparently he used to be a professor at my university as well, makes me feel better, it probably means he's a pro.

It's going to be just fine. A visit to the dentist is much less pleasant than such an evaluation! Remember they are there to help and he understands where you're coming from.

I'll certainly keep you in my thoughts however.

No need to fear something like this. In the course of my life, and even recently, I keep having to overcome assorted fears about doing certain things,which turned out OK. I've achieved many things I would never have thought possible.

Think of it this way: you'll get a NEW diagnosis, and you'll continue on your path to success through the diagnosis.

I know at least one person who is pursuing his doctorate and using Aspergers/HFA accommodations.

Thank you guys, I know I'm being irrational about this, I'll probably be just fine. My fear is stemming from my bad experience with my therapist last winter and from my general lack of trust in the system because of my late diagnosis, this is a different situation and a different kind of doctor, I'll be fine.

2 days, I'm feeling pretty good

It's going to be a long night. Got my appointment tomorrow morning.

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Thanks Sly, I think I'm more worried about finding the place and being there on time then about how it will go at this point