How do i find what i truly want?

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Because while i'm suicidally depressed right now,i also want something that will prevent that from happening.

H0w t3h h3ck d0 1 f1nd 0ut what i truly want???

I don't know how old you are, but I urge you to discuss suicidal feelings with someone who can help: a doctor, parent, friend, For some of us it takes years and years to figure it out. But it is fine to go with the flow until then.

Try new things. Make a change in your life- ANY kind of change; the bigger the better but a small start will do. What's available? Can you get a job? Join a club? Take up a new hobby? Get a new haircut? Read a new book by a new author? Re-arrange the furniture in your bedroom?

Try to get help, even if you don't think it will work. The fact that people know you're suicidal can keep you alive.

I Got a doctor,psychologist,whatever a while ago and it DIDN'T DO s**t!! !! !

I'm eat out of frustration and thus i'm over 250 pounds,people made fun of me and thus i'm mentally and emotionally scarred.

I wish i was dead,i hate everyone and everything,bigotry is apporpriate,i am a ret*d,i am inferior,i am a ***.

Psych Wards can help.

I don't agree with the bigger change the better philosophy. I tried that my freshman year of college, and the more things that changed, the worse I got. (very depressed and suicidal the more my life and environment got out of my control). I think as an aspie, change can be frightening, and should be avoided during situations like this. However, small changes are good, such as adding something (small) to your life that will help you feel better, and that you can focus on instead of feeling so bad. I know i don't do very well if i have to focus on a major thing like a big change, but a small pleasant one helps me microfocus and get my mind preoccupied.

WTF are those? some kind of mental hospital where your locked in a roon and tied up? no thanks.

Stops you from killing yourself.

You are not those things...and pullease don't use the word 'ret*d' in that way.
I suggest you find someone to talk to about these issues, you surely have someone you can confide in about everything?

Those make killing myself look like fun.

There is NO ONE that can help me,face it,if there's ANYTHING that can save my tormented soul is something i truly desire.

HOW DO I FIND OUT WHAT I TRULY WANT!! !! !

And no,graelwyn,there is no one in real-life i trust,not even myself.

Sometimes i get angry from outbursts from people who have hurt me in the past,the bullies,the wannabe gangstas,even a troll by the name "lolhayguyz" or something like that,i want to give them what they gave to me...

What do you truly want?

Well, suicide's out of the question.

List your interests, Unknown.

I don't know what i truly want,i have no interest anymore,my depression killed them off...

List your interests, Unknown. If you want any help from me, you can list your interests.

Small goals. Something to do today, maybe something for tomorrow.

Trite, but the past is gone. The present sure does not last long, so reachable points in the future are as real as it gets.

When in doubt do your laundry, take a shower, even a bit of doing blocks a lot of echos.

What do I really want is my question. I create and reach goals, it does get easier, but I do goof off a lot.

Still when I do wash the clothes that have been sitting for weeks, I forget the pile, and see the result.

Once I get into results I feel more in charge of my life. I can never control the past, the present only when I am doing something, but doting my future with plans, no matter how small, and I do not get to them in any order, but some get done.

When it works I dare larger plans, and it does not take much of a day to do a lot in a month.

Thinking of the future is always better than the past because it is still pure, get there first and it will be harder for others to screw it up.

When it is all too complex, do simple things, they have a magic.

*Sighs* You obviosuly don't get it...

NONE ANYMORE!! !! !

Former interests: Computer Hardware,Gaming,Strategy,Military History.

But my damned depression killed them now.

Right now my only obsession is revenge.