How I can please the people around me.

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I can please them by no longer existing.

It will bring people great relief to not feel obligated to listen to me or to treat me like an actual human.

Really, nobody wants somebody as fundamentally broken as me in his life.

I am 36, and I still am nothing more than a parasitic child.

I do not deserve to live.

I was never supposed to live to begin with. I am a survived miscarriage, according to my parents.

Thoughts of antifreeze and Coke float through my head at the present moment.

You're having a depressive episode, Kagamine...
Keep in mind that to non-depressed people these reasonings don't make sense.
I can easily counter all of your statements.

Yeah, that sounds about right.

Calling my doctor later today.

EDIT - Got my SSRI dosage upped. New prescription faxed to pharmacy, will pick it up in a couple of hours. It couldn't hurt at this point.

Seriously? Well I like you - so please try to stick around.

The people around you *right now* aren't the only ones occupying the planet, and they're not even the only ones you'll ever meet.

I just picked up the new prescription SSRI.

I hope this will help.

Also, there is the possibility that having nonstop rain for a month after several months of nonstop sunshine might have something to do with my recent descent into deep depression.

Yes, that is likely the case. Hope you feel better soon.

Just listen to what people have to say, my friend. That will please people. Most people don't listen to me; and that makes me very sad.

Ingesting antifreeze is not listening to what the people have to say.

No man.....suicide is a waste. It really is a waste.

Not feeling quite suicidal, but feeling incredibly depressed and incredibly sad for no real reason whatsoever. Clinical depression is a f*****g b***h.

I feel like medicating with buffalo wings and Blenheim Ginger Ale. Not like it would help, but it seems like a better option than medicating with bourbon and pornography, anyway.