Inside , back outside , back in again ?

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Last night , I did go back to the social worker's I'd gotten the shelter bed through , and got ~ Getting a copy on paper ! ~ a reassignement to the same shelter , same bed , for a week , with a week-long " late pass " , too .
(My post from yesterday , etc. , gave the earlier installment of this .)
I got back around 6:30 PM , chow time , and , after showing the paper , got in with no trouble , got the bed re-assigned , including from the older woman who I guess was the behind-the-desk main staffer that night .
HOURS later , after I had showered , stripped down to minimal clothes , and , with the lights in the shelter out for the night ~ I was told that my bed had been given to someone else and I had to get out . I WAS HALF-NAKED IN BED .
I was told I hadn't checked in early enough , I was told that my paperwork was no good , I dressed and packed & left , the same front-desk woman was brusqe " there's the door " get-out ! !! !! !! !! !!
NOW , Wednesday , my worker from the same agency claims to have , as of now , still again re-setup a bd there for the next week , with a late pass , I have paper again .
I said an angry word-ish or two when I was kicked out last night that , um , to be paranoid , could get some dislike of me ?????
I have written , in a recent post , of the financially great amount of stuff I have had both stolen & lost in the last few weeks , both in the shelter and when fully HL , possibly over a hundred dollars' worth .
My left foor is REALLY bad-looking , furthermore , my lifting my (swollen) legs is interfered with by a " my-legs-full-of-pudding " feel Furthermore , this " back-and-forth " , in and out s**t could be said to be destablizing my financial position , I have little $ left now ...If anyone has some help to offer

...My " EVEN MORE ! Stuff Lost..." post goes into detail about the lost & stolen stuff ...........

...I did get in again to the shelter last night and I am still there for tonight when I return , as things stand no , but especially considering that I have an utter as*hole bunkmate (the person in the bunk immediately above me) and my feet's wounding/the smells from it get complaint/s ~ I don't know if I won't get tossed out again or not .
As far as the sum total of the value of all the stuff that was stolen from me or lost/worn out over these last weeks , in fact , I have calculated that the amount gone is WELL ! into three figures , coming to about the standard amount of regular weeks of my SSDI ~ It has been $160 plus taken from me-lost these last weeks , and that's counting fairly conservatively ~ I bought some crappy 2nd pair of pants , jogging/athletic ones and a couple T-shirts from Goodwill* , and I am not counting what I spent on them in my total of the money lost above .
I am tired a lot , walking around much of the day w/my stuff , and the problem of not getting enough sleep at the shelter is still there .
I do at times cough a lot , and t'other day I had a coughing fir whilst eating , I had food stuck in my throat , I wondered if I would choke/could need the Hemlich Maneuver (or whatever and , who would do it , if so .
I spat things out , but , from (which the person in the shelter cafeteria recommended) drinking a lot of water , I spat up lots of water . The coughing could get me tossed out/in Dutch , I suppose , too .
I do have the poor balance and a gassy feeling in my stomach (not for lack of food) , and , this " stuffed full of pudding feeling in my legs that makes lifting them hard .
I am effectively out of paper money now , with5 nights ahead of me before my next SSDI ~ and , remember , I have lost and have stolen SO much .


*-I get jogging/athletic/sweatpants because I can pick them out , in going from one to two pair of pants complete total , at least I don't have to angst about finding a nearly impossible-to-find belt for trousers , though also , mebbe , sweatpants fall apart easily ?