Tis the season for more negative flashback!

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AspieOtaku
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18 Nov 2015, 2:43 am

The restless nights, the self fights
Recognizing my errors and night terrors
Feeling worthless and with no self purpose
I feel I am to blame for falling for the game
Feeling I have a lot of love to give but no reason to live
I am just a mail so I am destined to fail
I am so lame as a victim I am to blame
I am a servant with no master, my life has been a disaster
my past keeps creeping up and I am nothing but a screw up
I have no reason to keep on living but I feel I need to keep giving
I don't know why I am so dumb but all this pain over time has left me numb
As time goes by rather fast, I am unable to get over my past
Someone kill me with a poisoned dart, it will stop my beating and empty heart
My presence leaves other annoyed as my heart has an empty void!
I Feel destroyed my emotions for others seems rather void!
I feel I am slowly going insane, as I feel I am in great pain.


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18 Nov 2015, 11:59 am

Nice poem.


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18 Nov 2015, 6:49 pm

Cockroach96 wrote:
Nice poem.
Thanks I had my first flashback this season so felt like venting and writing a poem.


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