BitterGeek wrote:
I can't kill myself. I don't want the people i'd leave behind to deal with the aftermath. However I just want the pain to go away. If someone can take me out of my misery, that would be greatly appreciated.
I am sitting here considering suicide yet again myself, I don't know what to say as it would just be negative but realize you aren't the only one that feels this way. I offer support through understanding but there is little more I can do. Hell, I am just trying to find another reason to make it through the night.
And for the record I am seeking professional help and it hasn't done much in the nine years I have been a part of the mental health system. I can't speak very highly of professional help as it hasn't helped me but perhaps you are different, its worth exploring.