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I am currently going through a transition in my life. I am 19, and in college. I am not doing so well, and I am afraid if something doesn't give fast I might end up in jail, out of stealing out of despair.

What are my options? Group homes, which I think is the most comforting of options. I would be taken care of, and not forced to do work that I am predestined to fail at.

I wish people would listen to me. There is no point forcing someone to do something they can't do. Though I may be smart, I am very dependent on my parents.

I can publish a book, but I am nervous to. Some of my subject matter is extremely controversial, and may even push the limits of WP. One subject which I can mention here is corporal punishment. Others may be just too shocking to even mention here let alone share. For that reason, I really hesitate publishing, though I think it is easier under a nom-de-plume.

What options do I have? Of course I can't kill myself, because then I'll end up in Hell (that's my belief). So what do I do. Live this nightmare, where I cannot predict anything?

By the way, I am sorry I don't get to posting here often. I have other priorities to attend to. Issues that would be against the rules to discuss at WP.
Max

There's two things I can think of to suggest to you Maxwell. The first is to find a local therapist or therapy group(s) to help talk about and find ways to efficiently cope with these feelings you have. Anxiety is a natural part of college life and believe me, many college students feel as though they are getting out of control at this stage of their lives. Having someone professional to talk to and help come up with a plan can do wonders.

The second thing I would suggest is to make an attempt to publish that work of yours. I know you may be scared, but it could become a way of living for you in the future. Even if publishers reject your material you can use their criticism as a learning opportunity to help improve your writing and get published next time.