I was drying my hair & some of my power went out, I went to my neighbor & he came over to fix it, it was the power breaker, I didn't know where it was. Then I felt bad, I wish I was living with someone again, cuz I'm too stupid to live on my own, I can't do anything right! My neighbor came in my apartment & it was little messy & groceries on the floor. I can easily depressed myself, I started to cry, cuz I felt like a loser & I can't do anything right. I hate that I can easily depressed myself. I can even feel ugly sometimes. I wish my mom was here, she can make things better.