Does anyone else feel weird tonight? 4/18/2016

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I don't know what it is, something rather unpleasant seems to be in the air and atmosphere or something. I'll probably forget about it tommorrow but at the moment things feel odd. Now I feel like I am just rambling but as I say it feels like a weird night.

probably just my stupid feelings...basically I have an awesome boyfriend and we just want to find a damn apartment we can afford because his room-matess f**ked him over and his job management are being pieces of sh*t(at least in my opinion) who treat employees like sh*t and give crap pay. I just f***ing want it to work out, its the one thing...the one f*****g thing in my life I've felt this much about, I am willing to go back with him to his home state and stay with his parents or whatever since he said they'd probably let us do that I mean whatever Just don't want to lose him like the last one who didn't want to drag me down or this or that so left me. But I can't be dragged down, I don't care I just want someone I care for who cares for me and that is what I have regardless of what happens...if we gotta camp in the woods and figure how to survive or continuously couch surf I don't care.


I just hope he understands I am dead serious about this, and doesnt underestimate himself thinking he's not good enough. Now I don't even know why I am posting this here....as I said it does feel kind of a weird night and for some reason I feel the need to state just how much I care about my amazing boyfriend as I feel lately a lot of females in my generation forget to think of how much their boyfriend or date they've seen a few times might care....but so many are so quick to reject and judge. And now I really don't know where I am going with this...basically is anyone else having a werid introspective night?

It sounds like a 'gut' feeling, and a really big one at that, that you are going through. Sometimes I get real massive stomach turns and feels and I don't know why, and it takes a while to process it - sometimes it's a few minutes, sometimes hours later, sometimes days to figure it out. I think that's one of the ways NT's are different is that they often know what their gut feeling is about and how to react on it in the moment.

I went to an adult aspie support group meeting yesterday and had massive stomach turning going about. I couldn't figure it out in the moment until I was home, laying down under my weighted blankets, that I figured out what it was all about.

I hope things are able to work out the best they possibly can for you in your given situation.

nevermind, had long post about all the stuff but it's whatever so I deleted it, don't want to feel stupid posting heartfelt deep stuff that I might only get mocked for.

Please don't feel that way it's not stupid deep stuff it real issues. Just because the previous one left doesn't mean this one will. I would talk to him bluntly about what your feeling.

I'm having similar problems with my boyfriend so I understand where your coming from

uhh now that it is morning and I am looking back at this post I realize I was feeling kind of hard on myself so figured, my second post I deleted was mostly just a rant and I could probably word all that better now rather than when I am tired an up late. Anyways I really don't think he would leave...turmoil of trying to find a living situation just kinda made me anxious so I couldn't help thinking about that past relationship where that happened, but in reality he did remain rather distant like he was afraid to get strong feelings for me unlike my current boyfriend. If anything he's probably more worried about me giving up on the relationship if the going gets tough financially but I care too much to do that.

I was just feeling a bit on edge last night for some reason already, and he texted that his job might be switching what shift he works which he said will make it harder to save for an apartment...so that worried me a bit, but I told him even if that does interfere with our saving plans we'll figure something out that involves us remaining together.