25 Apr 2016, 1:37 pm
It looking like I might be moved/pushed on from the present shelter to ~ where ? Some authority figure said something about " a new home " .
I'm okay , all things considered , where I am at , and I'm close to the library ~ and I have , truly , gotten better , though I'm not cured 
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Is it the s**t I received over coughing ?
More later .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
25 Apr 2016, 6:21 pm
...Okay , I had my medical provider at this shelter (which is my third since this pattern started) talking of me being moved back to either of the first two !
Now , I've improved slightly ~ Because of being able to rest , in theory all day , and be off my feet , and have three meals (even if I don't have all of those) ~ That (Plus the pills , no doubt , and the greater availability of showers & laundry at this one) are what helped me !
I hope I can streth out at least a little more time ~ for want of anything better .
Though I walk a lot ~ Arguably , too much . ~ I do have weakness/" pulled " feeling at times in either my right or left heart/breast area ~ I am still stopping for rest when I do that ! !! !! !! !! Both the " leaning against parking meters " kind and somewhat more subtle stopping for a couple of seconds and breathing in an extra amount of air .
For that matter , I do have a hard time getting up , do , maybe , feel some " extra strain in my heart area ~ and sometimes start to lose balance a bit and have to correct myself from falling !
I have only two pair of pants , one I am wearing + the other ~ If I have to live so possibly moved-on-short-notice , I;d better live miniminally .
When I am in the bed , I can do nothing when lights are out ~ Other people there , though there is no wi-fi , have phones with music on them , and can listen to them ~ But that is denied to me , remember . I'm not allowed to know that and , No one will teach me . 
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
25 Apr 2016, 6:28 pm
...Another point about me ~ My basic living space has been even smaller than I said ~ Really , it has been from maybe Market and Second Street at one end to Market and Ninth at the other end , and now about one block deep ~ And , it is because of the bus and trolley , which I hop up and down Market , that I am able to go horizontally that far ~ And , I feel " heart strain " as I type this ,
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
