My Life is SO MESSED Up!

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My apartment lease is up in August, but I can't move. People don't want to rent to handicap people, I had AOT of problems getting into my last apartment building & this apartment. I soooooo hate having cerebral palsy & aspergers, they are ruining my life. I wish I can be happy in life, life is soooo different & harder now that my mom is gone, she gave me energy & help me get strong, I feel so lost without you. I'm not happy anymore like I used to be when my dog was alive, my first cat was alive & my mom. I'm still struggling to live everyday, but it's too hard, I'm sooooo tired, I'm emotional, mentally & physically tired. I wish my life could be over, I want to die, when I'm out, I just wish a car could run me over.

I'm sorry you're going through all of these difficulties. I have not gone through most of them, but I know it is really hard to suddenly live without pets. Why aren't you able to renew your lease at the current place?

Is there not some government housing program specifically for those with disabilities that you can apply with? Where I live in Ontario Canada there most definitely is. For instance a couple in my homeless shelter where the one of them was going to need a wheelchair within the next few months/year (some sort of worsening condition) got to rent a place that was designed for those who need wheelchairs to move around their house.

I am sorry you're struggling. I am not having the best time of my life either. I have been struggling a lot lately with recent changes in my life that have been out of my control. I don't know what the answers are. I wish I had them. All of us are struggling in some way. You are definitely not alone. Life is hard, especially if you have a disability. I would like to think that life gets better but I am not sure. Just hang in there and try to make the best of a crappy situation.