I'm in so much pain

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Everything I know is a lie. I thought I knew who I was. I thought I knew the person I loved. I'm so lost.

Why was she okay with living so close to a monster. Why did she want to continue letting a monster see her cat. Why is she afraid of admitting she was a victim. Why didn't she tell me. I probably stood in the room it happened in. Why did a lot of things happen.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

Yes, there are lies in this world--but not everything is a lie.

I've had this sort of experience, too. Good cop-bad cop, with the bad cop winning--The "monster."

I would just try to move on from this. No one person is worth all this sorrow.

This is what I truly believe:

The Past is truly the Past.

You should move on into the Future.

The Future will be better because you have learned from the past.

There is no point making a bad past your present.

Your words have given me stuff to think about. I talked to a couple different people IRL about whats going on. I feel at peace right now. Thank you for your unyielding sense of duty to helping others on the forum.

Don't be dishearten.