Redstar2613 wrote:
You'll always want your mum, no matter how old you are. And there's nothing wrong with that
+1
Also you do not want to kill yourself, no one wants to kill themselves. You want the pain to go away and you see killing yourself as a way to eliminate pain but I am quite sure you don't want to kill yourself. You may want the effect of being dead but you do not want to kill yourself.