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I will continue to post messages like this until the person I am looking for actually writes to me. It is 12:50am where I am right now and I should be sleeping. But, I am losing a lot of sleep over my problem. I'm sure someone would want me to wake up later unfortunately. However, the good news is that I have the whole week off this week because things didn't go as planned with me getting a job due to the fact that I've been too upset lately. Will I get some sleep tonight? We'll see!

Hey, fear not, I'll stay up with you. I'm drinking coffee mixed with liquor, since I really don't want to be sober right now, but I have the added benefit of the caffeine. Don't worry about posting additional threads, I can help you keep one thread bumped to the top.

Have you considered sending her a PM?

I don't think that will work!

In fact, I'll be going back to bed and staying there until later this morning!

Good night to you!

Bah, give up if you are comfortable, but I may wind up bumping this thread up from time to time. Good to hear you're able to get some sleep now. I just wish I were able. I blame the coffee, but, I had no other mixers, and like I said, sobriety doesn't sound all that appealing right now. Neither does sleep.

And I changed my mind!

What is going through my head right now?

Don't worry about that. Don't question it. Come to terms with it. Good or bad, it is how it is. If you can be "ok" with that, things will be better.

Right now, I hate how things "are." I'm drunk, unable to sleep, and at a complete loss for what I'm going to do with my life in a few days once I have graduated. I'm ok with that sense of confusion. I know I'll figure it out, and I also know that trying to force a conclusion is a bad idea. Some things can't be forced, some things can't be rushed. At times, the best solution is just going with the flow of things, not worrying about the future, or the past, or even the here and the now, and just finding out where you end up when you get there.

That probably sounds like nonsense, but right now it makes perfect sense to me. I'm going to blame the brandy.

Someone is going to want me to wake up tomorrow morning, I know it!

I'm going tow ant myself to wake up this morning. I've given up on that. As for what you desire, that's entirely up to you. If someone wants you to wake up, well, whether or not that's all that important, again that is up to you.

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