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Kitty4670
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03 Dec 2016, 10:45 pm

I don't want to live no more, I don't want to live for up to 50 years. I hate the saying that people say "life is too short " life is not too short for me. I'm sooooooo tired of living, I'm struggling to get by in life. I'm all alone, no support. I want to take the easy way out & die. I'm not strong enough, I can be weak. I wish I live near somebody that have Asperger that can understand me. It can be soooo hard for me to understand adults.



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03 Dec 2016, 11:43 pm

I'm sorry you're going through this alone. :( How might we help you or encourage you on this forum? Also, have you tried or considered seeing a therapist or calling a crisis hotline for more support in real time?



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03 Dec 2016, 11:45 pm

Sorry you're about what you're going through, I know the feeling. Maybe you could try looking for a local adult autism group. Are there other reasons why you're feeling this way?



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07 Dec 2016, 5:15 pm

I'm sorry. I understand how you feel. I don't want to get old either. I am afraid of change and losing loved ones. Living to an old age does not appeal to me. The future is so uncertain and I don't want to know what my life will be like when I'm 50 if I live that long.



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07 Dec 2016, 11:21 pm

First off DONT die, you don't want that to happen and no one else in society would want that honestly. Secondly, I don't have much support either, so I know how you're feeling. I've been struggling with a bout of severe depression for almost 2 days and I haven't eaten in that whole period. I came here hoping for some help but I then realized no one can help me and I'm doomed...but you're not, so don't let it overtake you. I might die before I can even decide suicide.



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08 Dec 2016, 1:36 am

slw1990 wrote:
Sorry you're about what you're going through, I know the feeling. Maybe you could try looking for a local adult autism group. Are there other reasons why you're feeling this way?


My mom, she been gone for over 3years. I feel so lost without her, she was my safenet. I do feel better in life, but I can get bad mood swings, it's hard to stay happy.