Bleh...hmmm.

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So I am not really dissatisfied with life but I still keep feeling like...meh. Guess I don't really know what else to say about it. But its getting on my nerves. It could be the depression trying to find its way back not sure but I dont like it.

If anyone has seen the metalocalypse episode where all the members of Dethklok were all depressed and bored that is how I kind of feel for some reason.

Dr. Drew was saying that boredom is really a sign of depression. So maybe it's the depression coming back.

well it wont work this time, at least that is what I have decided, but it is likely that its trying and that is the cause of this gross feeling, but try is all it can do, try and fail.

I think these are generally quite depressing times, Sweetleaf. Just reading a newspaper these days requires fortitude, because there is so much bad news, so much horrific stuff, and it all adds up, chipping away at our personal reserves.
So it may be contextual. Or maybe it is signalling some need in your own life whose time has come? Sometimes these vague depressions, I find, occur just before some kind of realisation that moves me on to a new stage of my life or the way I want to live it.

I have noticed for the last year or so that your posts were more mellow and thoughtful than the years before that, though that's not to mean that they weren't thoughtful before that.