Okay, so for about one and a half years now, I have been having trouble with motivation and depression. This past semester in college, I was better at getting my schoolwork done, but I felt frustration build up inside me everytime I did it. After my final exam, I felt an adrenaline rush, which boosted my motivation and enthusiam, but now it's gone downhill again. I haven't downloaded any songs to my iPod for ages, and I can't seem to find time to listen to CDs on my stereo. On top of that, I am taking a summer course, and when my last exam was over, I felt enthusiastic about the course, but now I'm feeling draggy about it.
IT"S SO ANNOYING!! !! !! My motivation and enthusiasm have been really internittent lately, and I can't take it anymore, I feel like crying extremely loud, almost like a toddler's temper tantrum!! !! ! This never used to happen to me.
WILL THIS NIGHTMARE EVER END???! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!