I want tio die! I was in a good mood all day then my cat start meowing & then she bite me (I think something wrong with her, I think she's telling me something) Later I put her in my bedroom then she start scratching my door & then I lost it! I started to have anxiety, I was crying & wanted to throw things. I was thinking about jumping off a bridge, it would be perfect, I can't swim. Mentally, emotionally & physically I'm so exhausted.