Mental Breakdown

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I really am losing it, as some of you may know i went to the doctors but if you want to know more about that search Adult Autistic issues page.

I am not doing well though, i am 24 years old still without a girlfriend and trying really hard but the thing is i am just worthless. I went to the doctors for counselling but it has made things worse. I try to do these little things to make things better but then i just look in the mirror and say WOW YOU ARE UGLY and slap my self around the face a few times.

I just scratched the whole of my favorite TV program because i am worthless, i think i should end it all sometimes.

I don't have a job, i only have 2.62 in my bank and still at college

Please take a moment and take a breath. You're only 24. I'm 37 and have never had a girlfriend and never had the attention/patience/brains to do college. If you're willing to work, almost certainly there will be opportunities for you if you keep looking. In my experience, I've found that there are plenty of people willing to give you a hard time. Please Do not be one of them.

Find what makes you happiest in life; even if "happiest" means "least depressed" (as long as it's legal, moral and ethical). When you feel you've had your worst day, push your way to the next. Fight for you; no one is worse or better, less or more deserving. Don't let yourself be daunted by how society thinks your life should run.

And breathe again.