Feeling pretty stupid

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I attempted suicide. It has caused damage to my body. I didn't realize the type of help i could have got. I thought i had no other option at the time. So now after getting help im left with a damaged body. Im only 32. But i know this has shortened my life to the point i probably wont see 40. I was a nice girl too so this is a waste. Thats the problem i was too nice. And i wasnt prepared for the real world. Got taken advantage of. Wasnt strong enough. And now im left with this crippled body feeling stupid. I could of had a long life. I could have got married or something. Im in bed now most of the time. It could be worse. I can still go out walking and buy my groceries. But i dont have very much money. It could be worse i could be dead already. But i just cant get over the regret part of destroying my body.

I don't know what to say other than I'm really sorry to hear about your troubles. We're always here for you to vent.

Hugs x

What makes you think you're going to pass away before you're 40?

I feel signifigantly weaker than i did pre suicide attempt. I used to feel full of life. Now i feel withered.

I believe you still are pretty depressed, and should speak with a counselor. Or at least a good friend.

Attempting suicide would sap the energy of anybody.

You had fun watching movies the other day. You should do this more often. But preferably with somebody you know.

Yeah i had to call the landlord about that guy that wouldnt leave me alone.