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hurtloam
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09 Aug 2017, 1:16 am

I wish it would all be over now. I've had enough. I'm tired of having to force myself through every horrible day.



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09 Aug 2017, 1:37 am

hurtloam wrote:
I wish it would all be over now. I've had enough. I'm tired of having to force myself through every horrible day.


Assuming you just posted this, you're not the only one, so my advice to you is just soldier on and try to find happiness. If it's an old post, then I hope you are feeling better and have found happiness and don't get too down when the dark moments come busting down your doors 8)



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09 Aug 2017, 2:56 am

hurtloam wrote:
I wish it would all be over now. I've had enough. I'm tired of having to force myself through every horrible day.


I'm sorry life is unpleasant for you right now. I've always enjoyed your posts and found them to be very insightful.



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09 Aug 2017, 3:13 am

hurtloam wrote:
I wish it would all be over now. I've had enough. I'm tired of having to force myself through every horrible day.


I'm new to this site but not new to feeling like the most dreadful pile of worthless s***e, it's not easy I know but ending it is not the answer. I may not know you but I don't want to hear about anyone doing that. I hope you pull through and keep doing so. I believe the best way is to just soldier through it and try to find all the happiness you can and find ways to cope when things get on top. I hope you don't take all this the wrong way x


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09 Aug 2017, 4:07 am

No proverbial silver lining?
If it all ends now, you'll never have had a chance for anything to get any better. Which I hope it does for you. What is the problem? Maybe we have some ideas?


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09 Aug 2017, 10:27 am

Thanks for the replies.

My health isn't good at the moment. It makes everything harder trying to push through feeling tired to get things done.

I just feel run down, so I've been resting in my spare time. Work has been quiet too, but I'm still so tired. It's hard to even get up in the .morning and wash and find matching clothing to wear.



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09 Aug 2017, 10:48 am

hurtloam wrote:
Thanks for the replies.

My health isn't good at the moment. It makes everything harder trying to push through feeling tired to get things done.

I just feel run down, so I've been resting in my spare time. Work has been quiet too, but I'm still so tired. It's hard to even get up in the .morning and wash and find matching clothing to wear.


Your avatar is one that gives me the happiest feeling when I see it , whenever I see it my mind starts playing that funky bass line and eventually

Dance your cares away *clap clap*
Worries for another day............. I'm sure you get the picture :D


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09 Aug 2017, 3:57 pm

hurtloam wrote:
Thanks for the replies.

My health isn't good at the moment. It makes everything harder trying to push through feeling tired to get things done.

I just feel run down, so I've been resting in my spare time. Work has been quiet too, but I'm still so tired. It's hard to even get up in the .morning and wash and find matching clothing to wear.


Get well soon :)


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09 Aug 2017, 6:31 pm

Hope you'll feel better soon!



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09 Aug 2017, 6:47 pm

hurtloam wrote:
I wish it would all be over now. I've had enough. I'm tired of having to force myself through every horrible day.



Completely understand. It's a decision we all have to face, some of us more often than others.

In most cases, I would say hang in there, and keep in mind that life turns in cycles, and no matter how low you sink, there will be another upturn eventually, if you can just hold on.

Try to remember the best moments of those times when you were riding the crest of a wave, and remember that the next upswing could bring something even better.

OTOH, it is also possible to be confronted with circumstances so monstrous, that they are intolerable and potentially unsurvivable. In that case, only you can make the decision whether to stand fast and be run over, or take whatever means of escape you can, and it matters not what others think, or whether they understand.

Blessings and Godspeed.


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10 Aug 2017, 12:38 am

hurtloam wrote:
Thanks for the replies.

My health isn't good at the moment. It makes everything harder trying to push through feeling tired to get things done.

I just feel run down, so I've been resting in my spare time. Work has been quiet too, but I'm still so tired. It's hard to even get up in the .morning and wash and find matching clothing to wear.


Are you being treated by a doctor?



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10 Aug 2017, 1:12 am

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10 Aug 2017, 1:36 am

Hey Hurtloam. I feel for you gal. Seems a very common thing amongst us folk. I often feel the same way. Have my ok days and not so ok days. It is somewhat a human need to feel understood and appreciated and when one falls into a minority unfortunately we can be treated as such. However try not to despair as each new day brings a new sunrise and with each new sunrise brings possible new opportunities that were no perceived previously. I like many others here keep swimming for tomorrow and as hard as it is i try not to dwell too deep on the past. Am still struggling with the latter and still finding new things about myself and the world each day. I try and turn that sadness into inquisitiveness... It is a battle and all here are silent warriors.. Keep fighting and NEVER give up! Keep swimming! :heart:



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10 Aug 2017, 4:17 pm

Was today a better day? :heart:



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10 Aug 2017, 6:42 pm

*TO THE OP*

Please keep in touch with this thread, let us know that you're at least doing well enough to not go for that permanent solution. At the end of the day it's completely up to you but for what it's worth none of us want you to go through with it, nor do we want you (or anyone else) to suffer. Even complete strangers like me who aren't even acquainted with you on here care enough to hope you will be fine xx


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10 Aug 2017, 10:06 pm

hurtloam wrote:
I wish it would all be over now. I've had enough. I'm tired of having to force myself through every horrible day.


Join the club. I'm coming up on the twilight of my years, both my parents are gone, my brothers will nothing to do with me, and I'll not discuss what either side of the family thinks of me. I just gave up! Nothing gives me pleasure any more. I'm just in a holding pattern until death grips me in it's cold, slimy hands. Then I can go quietly into that good night, and no one would be the wiser, nor would they care.