I have been through long periods like this. I hope you get through it. Talk therapy and sleep helped.
Cacao powder + heated up milk (with sugar if you want) at night also helped me a ton.
Basically hot chocolate.
The high magnesium and Calcium combination does wonders for anxiety.
That and green drinks (eg a greens powder blended with juice( when I feel low, every week, seem to help sustain my ‘mental flexibility@..
I had to work out these things—
as I cannot afford to get into these ruts anymore, with kids, as they depend on me to adapt and be alert. These things all help
I know how tough it is. Seek out all the help from family if you can.
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Take defeat as an urge to greater effort.
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