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I like listening to soundboard prank phone calls that use voices like Dr Phil and call Alcoholics Anonymous or McDonalds. To me those YouTune videos are ingenious.

To most people they seem childish. I think they are works of art. Shining a light on the absurdity of our lives.

I fell in love with my doctor and broke down crying in an apoointment , this was a year ago. I told her how much I loved her. Most people don't get that either. It seems weird to them I could do that. To me it's just following your heart.

Sometimes I just really want to walk by the sea and have a deep conversation with a stranger. I say something like 'penny for your thoughts?'
And we joke about how one of us was the class's clown and the other a beauty queen but deep down she was unloved. And we both some how reach some great epiphany in this conversation.

I don't want small talk... I want that!

I think I might take a break from people altogether. I never get what I want! Every time I think I might have a friend or love it all goes in an unexpected direction, they want something, I want another, their expectations are too different from mine, they want small talk or casual conversation, I, there aren't even words, I'm not even getting my point across well here.

Whatever it is I want, which I can't seem to communicat e to other people, they don't want it, so I feel disappointed.

I don't know too much about the "soundboard." I don't care about other people's voices too much, usually. Except maybe a woman's.

But it is cool to walk by the beach, and see a woman walking by the water, looking all philosophical and pretty. I probably wouldn't have the nerve to say to her "A Penny for your Thoughts"---but I would feel like saying something, nevertheless. And I would think: Oh well, I didn't have anything to say at that moment--but this would be excellent material for a future story I would want to write.

Well its nice to know you would feel the urge to tslk to her as well. I might write a book of short stories. I wouldn't have it in me to write a long one.

Yeah I would....especially if she's wearing a sun dress with flowers on it.