Can we be real here?

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I have said stuff in the Rants thread recently that should have been kept to myself or written down on a piece of paper instead. You see, I have suspected that I have PMDD (a more severe form of PMS), and because of it, I tend to say stuff I never would have meant otherwise. I was upset that I couldn't get an EMDR appointment (for my PTSD from institutionalization and living with my father) with my therapist last Thursday because it was interfering with the timing of my husband's doctor's appointment. So I got upset both here and with my husband for barely any reason at all.

I probably risked a warning here just by saying those things alone. I never meant to call anyone "space pigs" or accuse anyone of lying about their autism. I f**ked up, and now I need to fix it.

I tried to schedule an appointment with my OB/GYN last month regarding this issue, but she said that since I am already on Paragard (or copper IUD), she assumed it was associated with my depression, and canceled. I want to be on a birth control pill that also helps with PMDD, such as Yaz, and I have discussed this with my husband, who agrees. So I am hoping that within the next month or so, I hope to schedule an appointment and tell my OB/GYN not to cancel this time.

Look, I know you are all appalled by what I what I have written in the Rants thread, and honestly, I can't blame either of you. All I really want is a chance to once again apologize for my antics, and start again with a clean slate.

I forgive you and I accept your apology. I wish the best for you still.

^Thanks, man.

You called somebody a space pig? Did they survive? I'm sure it's all good, not that I was "there" or anything.

I deeply respect you for this. It was not necessary to explain, as I am sure everyone understands it was the result of uncontrollable factors, but brave of you to still do it.

High five!

Btw Copper iud messed me up badly! Literally crying every hour I was awake, unable to do anything no matter how much effort I put in (basic stuff like trying to pour milk)

Getting it removed led to almost instant relief / feeling of fog being lifted. It is truly harmful esp for those who are sensitive in my opinion. I have read anecdotes of others on other forums describing their problems with it.

Wait, is space pig an insult now? It doesn't sound that insulting. I thought it was a sketch from The Muppets Show.

Hugs

i haven't seen what you posted (i like to avoid that thread altogether) but thanks for owning it.