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I sat and cried at my desk for most of the afternoon today... luckily I have my own office and I had the door shut so no one saw me.

Some days are an uphill struggle.

Oh dear. Been there.



Here - a bit of kindness from someone who is always good and true ^^.

I hope tomorrow goes a lot better for you hurtloam.

I'm gonna have great big puffy eyes tomorrow. I've been crying all evening too.

I'm so sick of life

Do you have any vacation time you could take? I'm sorry you are so sad.

Ive only recently had vacation time. The summer was so good in the UK I've had a lot of time off already and I'm saving the rest so I can have a couple of weeks off over Christmas.

I just feel stupid. I teally, really liked this guy. Men never like me back. And before anyone says I'm overlooking anyone and accuses me of only going for A class guys, I'm getting no interest at all from anyone. 0 interest.

I'm heart broken.

I'm so sad. I can't sleep. There's no one to talk to. It's 3am and I'm wide awake.

I can't help feeling like there is something so wrong with me that I can't ever be loved. I feel like rubbish that no one wants.

I'm sorry to hear you're having a hard time hurtloam. Here's hoping you keep trying and eventually find everything you're looking for. I know you have it in you! *hugs*

“B-class” and lower guys surely know better than to show their interest.

For example, to me, simply being there, listening to you and being able to comfort you in any way would feel like a huge privilege. It’d seem too good to be true, because it is. And I definitely wouldn’t tell you this to your face, because I’d expect it to count as harassment or worse, and to be punched in the face sooner or later at the very best.

You know what. If I had a "b-class" (whatever that is) friend who wanted to be there for me like you describe I would be the one who would feel priveledged. I don't have anyone like that.

I wish I could be more open (for want of a better word) in real life. The kind of person any guy, regardless of how he though others viewed him "class-wise" could be comfortable with.

I am strong willed and opinionated and have good cheekbones. I don't think I'm pretty, but I know that I can be intimidating and I don't know how to tone that down. I'm upset that I've put on an extra kilo over the past year, but I'd hoped maybe that would work in my favour and make me more approachable, but I just feel fat and ugly. Nothing fits me properly.