Certain things going from bad to worse for me

Post Reply New Topic

I have eight cavities in my mouth that sometimes cause me to feel pain and one will require root canal surgery. My blood pressure has increased to the point I have to take medicine for it. My back will hurt for hours sometimes and even trying to stretch out my muscles won't help it. My frontal hair has almost completely fallen out and my face is starting to sag despite only being 30 so I look like I am aging prematurely.

This year started off badly and there won't be a happy ending for me at the end of it. I already feel like the following year will be more of the same.

Do you exercise? That's a good way to slow down and even reverse aging.

Excercize might help with the aging and high blood pressure. Theres probably also a medication you can get to lower it.

I understand why you complain about things. I think its harder to be a guy than it is a girl. The guys are supposed to be the tough ones. I hope to never be reincarnated as a guy. I think it would suck.

I dont understand however why its crucial for some people to have a partner. I guess it depends on the person. Im alone and I dont care. I mean I would probably be more happy if I found someone to love. But I really dont care if Im single. Why should you?

Many of us on WP have significant problems, but just don't post all the bad stuff. I try to avoid posting bad stuff because it makes the bad things loom larger in my life and I prefer that bad stuff not get much attention from me.

I have a standing every two weeks appointment with my dentist. My teeth are falling apart faster than he can fix them. And this has been true my entire life. Literally, I'll just be working at the computer and pop! a tooth cracks and falls apart. I don't even have to be eating or chewing on anything. Try nitrous oxide. It works wonders.

In spite of eating right mostly and exercising mostly, my blood pressure takes four different kinds of medications to control. I am also losing hair and have been for decades and it is much worse for women to be bald then men. My hair started turning gray at 30. I have chronic pain that makes movement, sleeping, doing anything more painful. And I have six decades of going through some really cr**py stuff. Many if not most of the people posting on WP have been through hell.

But I don't write about these things, because, truth to tell, these are minor things in a life filled with blessings. Not because there is nothing bad in my life, but because regardless of what is happening, I have learned to focus good things. I have suggested before to you: start posting daily in the thread of happiness and the thread of gratitude.

I am not saying these things because I don't like you, or because I think badly of you. I really do want you to feel better and am trying to light a way to a better path for you. (((Mark)))

Yep....BlazingStar is telling the truth.

I am sure there are positives aspects of your life.

In order to stop the negativity from permeating your soul, you have to offset it with things which are positive.

You can look up at the sky, and see the cumulous clouds, for one...

In the Bible Belt, men are expected to suppress their emotions and become aggressive iron pumping alpha males who think reading is for "fa***ts", and football is more important than even church. If you are nerdy/geeky, you will get bullied and even be thought of as "gay". Rednecks and hip hoppers did the most damage to me and they not only get the most girls but spread their genes the most thus creating more generations of bullies. Trust me, you don't want to be a guy.

It hurts me because I was constantly told I was a loser and I wanted to prove those who told me that were wrong but I have been unable to do so. I also hate feeling like I can't be loved and my siblings keep surpassing me.

Last edited by envirozentinel on 15 Dec 2018, 11:23 pm, edited 1 time in total.: Inappropriate content more suited to adult forums

I was bullied a lot in grade 6. They called me lesbian. Then when I got to highschool I was called stupid and b***h for some reason. I went through a phase of wanting to prove them all wrong. It didnt go so well. It just made me crazy. Now that Im out on my own and getting support I just dont care what people from high school think of me. They can go f**k themselves for all I care.