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And more miserable than ever. Still, keep it all locked in, and find other ways out. I can't truly put what I want to in here, except that, I want to escape. I wish I could move countries.

There are some horrible people out there, who will purposely provoke you, and make you feel suicidal in order to satisfy their egos. There are people out there who really don't give a shoot. I can't believe I exist on such a horrible planet.

I have no security. At all. No love either. I'm invisible, and nobody IRL respects or wants to acknowledge that I have feelings, and I'm hurting so much. Nobody would care if I jumped in front of a train (I'm not about to, BTW).

I need to escape this planet, all the same. Maybe enlightenment, becoming closer to the source and leave this planet entirely. Human love = a giant pile of flaming sh!t.

Last edited by smudge on 26 Jan 2019, 2:31 pm, edited 1 time in total.

I need love.

You're back in a very bad timing for me.

Eh, you don't have to be positive for me. I left this site because I wanted someone else on here who ignored me (notice a pattern?..) and I tried seeking someone IRL who I saw again after many years (I really liked him back then too), and he ignored me again...crap. Just crap and nothing else. Nobody cares about me.

hi


welcome back
sorry you feel that way

i'm going through something similar

Thank you Kiprobalhato. I'm sorry you're going through it too.

Well, I dunno what to say.

My life sucks lately too

The year started badly, my grandma is dying, my uncle is dying, and found out my ex was cheating, my Tinnitus got worse ever since that, ..... it's all bad.

I like you, Smudge.

Glad you’re back.

I'm not sure how to deal with the other things cos I've never experienced it, but I'm very sorry that is happening to you. As for the tinnitus, it can get a lot worse with allergies, stress, and sugar consumption. I remember reading it was somewhat aggravated by inflammation. It's not quack science, it really does happen. Hope that helps.

Thank you kraftie.

I'm going to visit a Buddhist temple or something, and take classes. Action and distraction!

seems to me like a fresh case of narcissistic abuse... then again, i see that stuff everywhere now. i am paranoid, and then paranoid about being paranoid. if i am right, then only way to recover is, realise those "people" are nothing but an emotional sink. do u care about ur toilet sink? well they are same value...

Welcome back!

Spending the weekend fixing some of my toys. Too cold and wet to work outside today.

Hugs

hey

welcome back

i'm sorry your having a rough time