I haven’t been severely depressed in months, thank goodness—but it’s back. I think the cause is living healthier, ironically—I’m recovering from binge eating, and I hit a little wall with willpower.
I now lowered the standards—just try to eat normally and do well in school, eat mostly plant-based, sell your art, don’t worry about other goals. Don’t worry about getting ready and doing everything on schedule as though you weren’t depressed, if it overwhelms you—just eat well, eat mostly plant-based with a few 100 percent plant-based days a week, not eating dairy and eggs daily and not eating meat regularly; do well in school, and sell art. Wanting to further my transition into a more plant-based lifestyle is tough when I struggle with food but it’s what I want to do. Not eating dairy or eggs daily or meat regularly will be the next step.
This is tough. If health, school, art, and eating not just well but according to values are all I can focus on, that’s ok.