Apparently my granddad's the same way.
It's about control. Need to be in control. Food is a way to do that.
I know what Pizza Hut pizzas taste like so I like them And yeah, they have individual pan pizzas although even then I'm sharing between me and my stepdad - you can get half and half ones now.
I'm not as much of a picky eater when it's not a situation which is stressful but this year... I can't handle anything new which I don't have to handle as being a new thing. It's hard enough worrying about things like mum's health or not being able to go out etc.
I think this is an aspie habit? But idk if my granddad is aspie or not cos he's older. I know my mum's not and my auntie's furthest thing from it. Maybe it's an everybody thing to an extent?
I've decided to quit worrying about it. Cos it's not like I'm eating fast food every night just - when I have fruit it's going to be banana or tangerine or something else I grew up with - rather than trying out an ugli fruit right now, when I have fast food it's going to come from a place I know, when I have something in between it will be a brand I know. That's still quite a varied diet and I can continue trying to vary it even more after all this stress is over.
It could be a massive problem for someone who's LFA or for a kid so I hope people are aware of it with their loved ones. Cos I can have quite a variety as long as it's something I'm used to but not everyone has that. Idk what the solution would be there.
It really is a need to stick with the purely familiar, though. And it could become disordered if my food intake wasn't quite varied to begin with. Idk if using food in this way - as a control - is always disordered? And if it's an aspie thing or not?
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