I had a very bad day, I ordered groceries from online, I put my cat in my bedroom, I was closing my door, I fell down, I hurt my leg, my foot, my shoulder, it’s sooo incredibly hard to get off the floor for me, i have hardwood floors, it’s hard to turn my body around & get on my knees, the floor is unbelievable too painful for my knees, I slide my butt on my very dirty floor, I slide my butt to my bedroom, I got up, I had anxiety & I was crying. I think I damaged my foot from the fell. I broke my ankle 4 & half years ago, my ankle healed, but my bones didn’t heal right, I was going to a specialist for my foot, then covid came. My leg & foot are in sooooo much pain, I have a wheelchair, when i broke my ankle, I got a caregiver & a wheelchair, I have a walker too. I sooooo hate having Cerebral Palsy & Aspergers, I soooo hate myself too. I been doing too much crying, I have anxiety & cry every single day, I’m sick of crying. Too bad when I fell down I didn’t broke my neck.
13 Feb 2023, 10:49 pm
