I Had A Meltdown

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I lost my glasses, it in my apartment, I keep them on my table next to my chair, so I know where they are. I got anxiety, I was crying, I felt so low, I felt alone. I have to be a responsible adult, I have to buy everything, if I want furniture, I have to buy it, I have no help with buying furniture, I have no help taking care of my cat, I have no help understanding stuff. I’m going to be 53 in August, I still feel like I need my mom, but she in heaven. I HATE June, my mom died this month, it will be 10 years without her, this year is different, I been more emotional, I’m crying now. I feel like I cannot live anymore, I don’t want to live. Another thing happened in June, my grandmother died last year, I wish I was dead too.

Anniversaries of loss are tough times.
Sounds like stresses just added up to where there had to be some emotional release.

Life is so hard sometimes. No one cares about autistic adults where i live too. I wish there was some help for us.