I feel worried about future

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Highly_Autistic
Deinonychus
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Age: 26
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12 Jul 2023, 5:20 pm

As some of you may know from my previous topics, I did not really live a worthwhile life yet. Not much useful experience, but only bad experiences.

My worry is about future, like what if I can't go ahead, Im already 25 now, what if I make no progress until death.

I stopped taking antidepressants (SSRI type) a while ago, because of some terrible harms (side effects). My worries and anxiety became more difficult. Meds give a sense of fake happiness but I opted for facing the harsh reality. Hope i don't return to meds

Feeling disconnected from the world, because I lack social circles, I don't really crave for friendships but that makes me unsuccessful and behind in life. I want to take some action but feeling lost about what to do next, dont know what's good for me, what would take me a step forward etc...

On top of that being aspie makes it harder to connect with outside world, normies. And i must confess, i hate normies and their small talk.

That's all for today.
Thanks for reading



liveandletdie
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Joined: 19 May 2010
Age: 35
Gender: Male
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24 Jul 2023, 4:30 pm

You're still young man, focus on learning a topic that you enjoy and with the slight possibility of making money in that.

Sorry if that's generic or lacking but it's true- if you can just focus heavily on learning something that can make you money later down the line you will grow better and better at it over time as long as you stay attached/invested in that idea.