nervous to visit Missouri.

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My boyfriend is from there and well some friends of his still there wanted us to come suprise his friend out there at his birthday party, initially we declined cause looked like the tickets may be too much, but that friends girlfriend like covered 300 dollars of the cost, so now we can afford to go there, but like we werent sure cause we don't want to impose but apparently she is willing to put 300$ for us going out there, even though she does not know us well but my bf says he remembers going to school with her. And idk maybe she just really wants to meet us cause her boyfriend, my boyfriends friend has maybe just been talking us up a bunch.

I just hope its not too akward cause I don't know any of them aside, from the guy whos party it is and the friend he had with him when they came to visit us in colorado so I met those two, but like I don't know his girlfriend, but my boyfriend sorta knows them all...so I figure he can take the lead, but I should not be too afraid to socalize if he gets to talking in depth to some other people. Then maybe I can go off talking to some people, potentially other women there like idk I barely end up in situations to actually talk to fellow women but could be nice to get a chance for that. If some of the guys go off to talk about their stuff maybe id get a chance to socialize for a bit with other women. LOl I sound like such a desperate f**k but idk I am lonely because I have no friends so idk I am willing to try and make friends.

But Iam a tiny bit worried, cause well I am a bit bisexual and I dont wnat to cause any cheating from anyone but, well I don't dislike other girls..like at least if another woman was really seducing me I might do things with them, but they would really have to to be the one going for it. and idk its just I love my boyfriend and I don't want to end up having a moment with a girl that f***s that all up....like that is the real reason I am afraid to go to that party. But still maybe just a silly concern. cause I'd probably be too shy to make a move anyways.

Ok so I talked to my boyfriend a bit about this, and he doesn't think anything like that will come up. Lol I was probably just over thinking everything. And I've already told him before I have bisexual tendencies, like I don't want a relationship with a woman but I do have thoughts. And in the right circumstances he may be ok with me doing things with a woman....but yeah he does not think that kind of thing will come up at the party.

So for that I was certainly just overthinking things.

I'm glad you were able to talk with your boyfriend and sort everything out! I hope you have a fantastic time and meet lots of great new people and have lots of fun! It sounds like they're excited to meet you, which is super positive.

Do remember, however, that you cannot make other people cheat. It is a choice that they make. It has no reflection on you at all. Hopefully that will help make you feel better too.

I'm glad you talk it out. Always remember your non negotiable and always stand on it.